Dilema

This was my mood for most of the day today. Kinda brooding and tumultuous. I'm not really sure why because my spirits were great and I felt almost exuberant at the same time. Maybe it's just the fact that I haven't been getting much sleep and this week promises to hold no respite. Or it could just be the fact that I love grey cloudy skys and always have for no apparent reason.
Today is Lizzy's birthday and I really have no clue as to what we should do or what I should get her. I know I sound like a bad fiance; but part of that is because I have no money right now and part is because she told me she really doesn't want anything [I know that when a woman says something like that she is usually lying through her teeth; but in this case, as in most with her, I believe her]. Besides, she knows that I will do something for her as soon as I am able. Don't worry, I'm not as inconsiderate a prick as I might sound. I plan to make her day as great as possible with the resources I currently have.
Yippee!! Another night with very little sleep. It's a good thing I'm still young {Fie on all of you who call me old!}. Speaking of the vigors of youth, here's a great video for all you Halo fans out there.
Warthog jumping
And on that note I'm off to bed to dream of more and exciting adventures to imitate in this drear world I call earth.
3 Comments:
You're absolutely right! This birthday I already got what I wanted, and that's you. :) I also helped mend a friendship and my grandma is beating cancer and is a "miracle patient" according to the doctors, so that's all I are about! :) I'm kinda hoping I get something in the mail from my parents, but it may not happen. At least I know I'll get phone calls I won't be there to answer! :)
Lizzie never wants "stuff". She's always been the one in the family to be happy simply being with the ones she loves. And since you are spending time with her tonight...you win for the best birthday gift this year! Have fun, and have a great day!!
Hey John!
Ben Windoffer from the old glory days of Servant's Heart. I thought I saw pics of you on the TBC website, but I still assumed you were in Virginia. So it's good to know that my eyes weren't playing tricks on me!
Congratulations on your engagement! I was so excited to hear that, and wish you the very best there.
Life is continually busy. With a house, work, wife, church, and cars, it is never dull. A group of us have started a Bible Study, and that is a tremendous blessing as well!
I do have a blogger site, but don't regularly post here. You can check out my xanga site www.xanga.com/bubenun if you are curious. And if you happen to wander through Ohio, let me know and we'll try to hook up.
Blessings!
Ben
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