The Way of Wisdom is Devotion to Truth

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Location: Ellendale, North Dakota, United States

20060224

To be or not to be

We had an interesting chapel on Friday. Two of my friends shared from their hearts on being content and why so often we as Christians are discontent. Boiled down, what they had to say was that every time we get our eyes off God and start worrying about or desiring material things (anything not related directly to God including ministries and programs) we begin to be discontent. Over the past couple of weeks I have heard no fewer than 25 sermons/people referring to this topic. Everyone wants to know why they feel so dissatisfied in their life.

Here is my take. I believe that we are created with something missing (some have referred to this as a God-sized hole; but I don't necessarily agree with that analogy since Christians are often the most dissatisfied people I know). That something is the subconscious knowledge of our loss of perfection that happend when Adam sinned. Due to this loss of perfection we spend our whole life trying to regain what we instinctively knowis missing. Christians, then, feel this dissatisfaction even more since we have received Jesus and the Holy Spirit and with them have received a greater understanding of the "something more" concept. If we accept that there is something more to life than what is traditionally accepted this discontent is actually a good thing since it spurs us on to get closer to God and gain a greater understanding of what is desired/required of us. So I would disagree with my friends that we should be content with our salvation and that our discontent is actually a result of our "carnality". [Though in some cases I am sure that this could be true. The difference is how we react to the content/discontent quandry].

For myself there is more a danger in being content than in not. There is a very thin line between contentment and complacency. And many times people don't even realize when they have crossed that line. Complacency is selfish. It is uncritical self-satisfaction with oneself or one's achievments. That is why contentment is so tricky. As soon as you are content with where you are you have become complacent. By its very nature, complacency tends to remain hidden since the human psyche is adept at rationalizing actions and though processes. Rationalizing complacency as contentment is one of the easiest things to do.

Another thing is that God did not call us to be content. In fact, He specifically rebukes those who are unwilling to change or who have come to a place of "lukewarmness" in their lives. The life of Christian was never meant to be easy. Jesus tells us that we will be persecuted and suffer hardships and problems. He even implys that our life will be much harder than if we had not decided to follow Him. Neither contentment nor complacency can survive in that sort of environment. True we can be content in the fact that we are God's children and have nothing to worry about; but does it ever end at just that? Soon we get content with where our relationship is with Him; then it progresses to being satisfied to just attend church; pretty soon we are content to just do the minimum we can in order to not feel guilty about our faith. On the flip side is the example of the saints and heroes of the Bible. The ones we wish to patterns our lives after (Abraham, Moses, David, the Judges, etc.) were in a constant transition, never satisfied with their relationship with God and always striving to improve that relationship. When they stopped their struggles and became "content" was when they began to fall.

I think that's all for now. I really went at that more vigorously than I originally intended but it's something that really bothers me when I hear it preached from the pulpit.

20060222

Later rather than sooner

Hmmmm...I'm rather perturbed with myself. It seems that every time I sit down to post anything I get distracted. Kinda like a purposeful mental block. A lot has happened over the past three weeks and I haven't been able to write about any of it. Oh well, as my favorite musician has said--"It ain't not use banging your head up against a cold stone wall" [and for those of you who are too young, it is NOT by Steven Curtis Chapman!!]. I think I'll just leave it at that.

FROM NEWEST TO OLDEST

If you are ever travelling from Minneapolis to Ellendale and find yourself on Hwy. 55 remember this word of advice--Hwy. 55 turns into Hwy. 11 @ the ND/MN border. BUT... there is also a county Hwy. 11 that intersects with Hwy. 55 about 50 miles before that. Unless you want to go miles out of your way for no reason I would suggest not taking that route. We did on Sunday. Not fun--only because we were both exhausted and I had forgotten my atlas. It took an extra hour--once I figured out I had taken the wrong road--to get back to school. Yay! I wish we had not been to tired. It would have been a great adventure.

Rachel's wedding was really nice. Some aspects were quite chaotic and last-minute; but not as bad as some weddings I've helped with. It was really cute having her teddy bear (Curly Joe) as the ring bearer. Very unique! Also, no groomsmen. Just two bridesmaids but one on each side. Interesting. The only problem I had with the whole thing is that the true bridesmaid outshone the bride {of course that is just my opinion}. She was the most beautiful woman I had ever laid eyes on. I thought about asking her to marry me right then; but realized that we had already set a date. So sad!!!

ON THAT NOTE. HERE IS A QUICK UPDATE! OUR WEDDING DATE HAS BEEN CHANGED!! It is now set for 5 Aug. 2006 (thank you Ben). I hope that poses no problem for anyone.

Wow!! Everything that I wanted to say was written down on my computer and I just found out that it's all gone. Hmmm. I guess that this is all for now.

Please pray for me! I have been sick for the past few days and I can't sleep because of it.

20060202

ACROSTIC

Someone--I don't know who since they left their comment as "anonymous"--challenged me to write and acrostic of how I proposed to Lizzy. I know this is probably not quite what they wanted but it'll have to do for now. Maybe someday I'll write a really great one--or not.

Met on the first day of school
Acknowledged our feelings for each other 2 weeks later
Revelation of love
Realization that this was more God than us
Yuletide blessing from both our parents

Merry Christmas!! Will you marry me? Tears! "Yes!"
Engaged in front of her whole family! And a kiss!

Hope you like it. I know it's cheesy but I'm kinda a cheesy guy when it comes to her!!